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Svetlana was responding to a comment that Mike (mckbirdbks) left on her hub " Creating a Vision-Someday You Will See That It All has Finally Come Together."
Her Comment: "But there is a quote about messy desks. Or rather clean ones - a clean desk is a sign/proof that a person is not creative."
After reading that, I took a picture of my desk and posted it Facebook. Then I tagged all the hubbers I'm friends with, hoping to catch a glimpse of their work areas. Svetlana and Martie published hubs, and Mike posted a picture on Facebook. Looking at the images was intriguing to me. The voyeur in me was enthralled, because he was peeking into the area where these authors created their works. Here is my contribution, along with some strange photographs.
The picture above shows what is staged on top of my speakers. The large picture is of my granddaughter Skylar. The dog and cat frame contain older pictures of when my grand kids were younger. Shiloh is in the dog frame, and Skylar in the cat frame. However, when Sky was little, we called her squirrel. She used to scurry all over the place and get fixated on one thing, then scurry off again just like a squirrel. Now she's in high school and is a beauty in her own rite.
When Shiloh was eight years old, we went to the Dollar store and bought a pack of Marvel comics cardboard fold outs. One of the characters was the Incredible Hulk, which he gave to me. I asked him why. He said because I was just as big as he was, but much nicer. I still have it.
Svetlana noticed that I had two watches on my desk. The watch on the leather green case is a CItizen Eco-Drive that my ex bought me for my birthday about 10 years ago. I have specific tastes, and this watch was the first gift that she bought that I really liked. Before she would buy something for me based on what she liked, then I would never use it. I appreciated the gifts, it's just that when it comes to certain items I have specific taste. The watch stopped working four years ago, and I have been meaning to fix it. The other watch is an Casio Stainless Steel G-Shock, best work watch you can buy.
I often come up with funny or unique ideas and write them down on post its. When I write a hub that could use that idea or anecdote, then I look for the note. While writing the Narcissus hubs, I had over 40 post its with ideas. My handwriting is terrible though...
I'm in the process of moving, again. When I first moved to this apartment, the property management company infuriated me. The electricity wasn't turned on, and the maintenance men were unable to find my apartment to flip the switch. Yes, they were dumba**es. As a result, I left my boxes packed, vowing to leave the first chance I got. After a year, the chance finally came.
I'm not sure if I have a shoe problem or condition. I have a pair of my favorite Luchese cowboy boots. I've worn them with casual wear and business suits, which is common here in Texas. The other pair of boots are GBX harness boots, which are comfortable and cool looking. Nike is my preferred brand for running and training shoes. I plan to add more to my collection.
What living room would be complete without a big screen television. I got this as a gift for graduating college. Funny thing is, I never watch T.V., I spend most of my time on the Internet reading or writing hubs. I have the cable for the grandkids when they visit.
Yes, this is a folding camp chair in my living room. I also have a folding cot as my "sofa." Why? When I got fed up with my property management company, I vowed not to buy furniture and make myself at home. So I kept my boxes packed, and I used the cot and folding chair. The weight limit on the cot is supposed to be 250 .lbs, but I can personally attest that it can hold more weight than that.
I am not a drinker. However, if and when I imbibe, I prefer three drinks. Sangria Wine from Spain, Lazzaroni Amaretto from Italy, and Hefeweizen beer from Germany. This bottle has been in my apartment for almost a year, and it's still half full.
I work out, and have been doing so for about twenty years. I have a supplement regimen that I adhere to. I want to be in shape, because as you get older it so hard to get back in. These are the supplements I use.
I rarely cook since I live by myself. However, when I visit my grandkids, I cook all the time. I need to cook more often, because it's a skill that requires practice. I'm not sure what my freezer or fridge say about me. Typical bachelor? Lazy bachelor? Lazy man? Typical lazy bachelor man?
When I started my campaign against the real estate moguls that owned the apartments I lived in, I extended my furniture ban into the bedroom. This is actually a queen size air mattress. It has it's own motor, and is very comfortable. I have had guest over that thought it was funny. It is very tough. Yes, that is my suitcase that doubles as my sock drawer. When I said war, I meant it!
My bedroom looks much better with lamp or candlelight, but my camera couldn't capture the picture. Also, in every picture retake, there was a shadow hiding the pillow. I couldn't figure out why.
These are the products I use to look my best. I'm not sure if this is considered excessive, but I strive to look and smell my best. Yes, there are three different mouthwashes. Plax pre-rinse, Listerine Whitening for the beginning of the day, and Act total mouthwash for the night. Why? Because good breath is an oral handshake.
I have black shower curtains, and a scrubbing bubbles automatic shower cleaner. I want my restroom to smell like a spa.
I hope you enjoyed the tour. I'm also worried what you may think of me. But, I'm moving into a new place, and I can't wait to buy furniture and mack my place out. These pictures were actually retakes. The first set of pictures I took had orbs in them. I'm not sure if these are spirits or energy or something less bizarre. You decide.
© 2011 Augustine A. Zavala
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- Creating a Vision - Someday You Will See That It All Has Finally Come Together by kallini2010
The story of soul-searching and becoming, becoming and accepting myself. Yes, the day has finally come and I want to remember it forever. November 11, 2011. 11/11/11. October 42, 42. 42/10/42. Complicated, I know. But not any more complicated than lo
- I LOVE MY DESK, DAMN IT!!! by kallini2010
How to..., how to..., how to... Do you really need others tell you how to do everything? I look at my life and for the first time realize that I love it the way it is. The way it looks - my room is so me. It can be messy, it can be clean. My choice.
- The World Is On My Desk by Martie Coetser
n a corner of my house the world is on my desk - all seven continents all five major oceans Heaven and Earth - the universe - I can see on my desk.
- A poem, Reflection by Always Exploring
The " Open window into my life " penned by A.A. Zavala and " The world is on my desk " penned by Martie Coetser has instilled a need for me to pause and reflect.
- Welcome To My Humble Abode - A Door Is Open by Kallini2010
I decided to open up. Literally and figuratively speaking. This is my home. It is not really all that humble. Messy, yes. Humble? I am inviting the WORLD. I am making FRIENDS.
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AA ZAVALA: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qv8gwgNG5R8
The above is a song link... It is what came to my mind as I watched your photographs...
THE HORROR! I thought it was unpublished, but it looks like I accidently published it. Thank you for the corrections, they have been noted and addressed. I also added the link to your desk, how could I ever forget that? Please forgive me...
I did tell her, but to no avail. My mom and brother do the same thing. I gave up, and use what I like, and give away what I don't. I appreciate the thoughts really. I will publish another hub regarding my new digs, and promise to have indoor furniture instead of lawn furniture inside.
Daven midtown, the song is perfect! I've never seen Emmy Lou Harris without silver hair. I love that hippie chick look, I was a child from the late sixties early seventies. Thank you so much!
You may enjoy the waylen jennings and jessie colter take on this song too... I am a '67 baby and that music is embedded in me... I think about life in terms of music
I was not too upset - as I said - it was a bad dancing evening that is all. I thought there was actually a hub about desks, tidiness and creativity so I asked you to direct me.
That "little" quote - really rubbed me the wrong way then. Even the bloody quote confirmed that I was not creative. I did not create my mess on purpose... it just so happened.
So, it is very sweet - your openness. You became more natural now - with this hub.
I am literally falling off a chair.
We'll continue later. Very good effort with this hub.
hmmm I am sensing a message in a bottle... or maybe just an orb?
Zavala, Man you have a teenager as your grand-daughter. You yourself look like a you know what! Very fit and dashing. I hope the ladies are listening. You tour of your house was quite an excellent one. Thanks for it. Beautiful.
With warm wishes,
MAKUSR
Augustine, I need about 2 hubs to tell you what I’ve learnt about you in this hub. The emotion provoked in me, was severe sadness because Life forces so many men and women to live in unfavourable circumstances.
Please allow me to interpret this hub. You can deny this comment if you wish. I promise I will not feel insulted. Also keep in mind that people interpret everything they see and hear according to their personal concept of reality. So I am merely interpreting what I see and may probably say more about myself as about you –
My interpretations – straight forward:
You miss your grandchildren more than you know. They were/are for you more like anchors as they are dependants. The thought that you are in fact the ideal father for many orphans came to mind.
You are in a state of hovering between where you were and where you want to be with no desire whatsoever to settle. You are actually waiting for something to happen.
Evidently you are a bachelor, but you are not a ‘natural’ bachelor. You are a loner, but not a hermit. You need to be alone among or with other people. Almost like a teenager spending most of his time alone in his room, but contented because he is part of a family. HubPages make amends for this. I bet if it was not for HubPages, you would have been in the danger zone of depression.
Now I can go on with this, from picture to picture – I love doing this kind of analyses. So let me just conclude: There is nothing you can do about your current circumstances, but keep yourself alive and wait patiently for something to happen. Most people find themselves at one or another time in their lives in this hovering phase. I myself was for 13 years in this. (Age 35 to 48) So take my word, any day could be the first day of the next (better) phase of your life. Of course only if you make the right decisions.
My impression of your apartment: It desperately needs the hand of a woman. Now before I tell you what type of woman you should hunt, let me go. And really, you may deny this comment of mine. Leaving you this is but only me – blatant, not afraid to share my thoughts, whatever they are, and very able to take the smack I will get from a person who can’t bear a personality like me.
I don't now what to say. I usually do not enter a gentleman's abode without a chaperone. I can see why Sunnie's Days home cooked dinner was a blessing for you. I understand living out of boxes. When I make my mind, I am very determined. How interesting this has been. I shall close the door behind me as I leave.
"Because good breath is an oral handshake."
You took the words right out of my mouth! I will meet you back on my pages where I am going to "talk a mile a minute about whatever I want".
Love your authenticity! It is so refreshing, mar.
Hello A.A., I can see there are many levels of bravery. I cannot even imagine doing a photo essay of the rooms where I am 'confined' (not exactly right). The garage where the books are shelved might be more reflective.
On becoming single the first time (blah,blah blah), my apartment was filled with a bean bag chair (to date the times) and mattresses on the floor in the bedroom.
Seems to me you have retained the beautiful portions of the family.
You are very neat, Augustine. I was struck by your watches, one that isn't working and one that is a Casio. My dad gave my mom one of the old Casio's many years ago that plays a tune as an alarm. Mom loved that watch and despite the fact a jeweler broke it when replacing the batteries, she kept it on top of the frig. The day after the evening of my dad's brain bleed at his brainstem, my mom had gone home with a neighbor that offered her a ride and when she got home was looking through dad's pockets for his insurance card. As she sat on the kitchen floor, the Casio watch began to play. She said nothing to me about this until later. Dad died that evening and when I took mom home from the hospital, she asked me to spend the night. When I finally fell asleep on the livingroom couch, something woke me up. It was a happy musical tune. When we got up early in the a.m., I asked my mom what she had set for 2 a.m. that played music. She looked at me astounded and told me. I know it was dad telling us he was o.k. It was the one item that my mom loved and had kept, even though its never worked since, that we would know, beyond a shadow of a doubt, it was dad communicating with us.
The one pair of boots, (not the cowboy), look a lot like a pair I have and love. I get compliments everytime I wear them.
I have to say, Augustine, the only thing that scares me is the "cot" in the kitchen. It looks like a "gurney". I take that as a "sign" and its probably a good thing you don't cook!!!
Thanks for inviting me in to see your space. Great idea and it makes great reading for the voyeur in all of us. I'm saving the housewarming gift for when you move into your new digs!
My apologies Augustine. Amy that was such a wonderful story about your Dad. Thank you for sharing that.
Hi A.A.
I loved that you did this hub..This is totally you inside and out..I love it!..Your pictures on the desk is priceless and I know the kids are your heart..love your healthy regiment of banana's, exercise ball. After seeing your freezer,..I do not feel as bad about the meal I fed you..haha Your boots..oh my YES!!! a real plus..haha..It is home even amongst the boxes..you can see you shining through..Your bed was made..military background..Personel care items..you care about your hygeine..that is a good thing..Your shoes are on a rack not under the bed..marks for that! haha black book on the desk and in a couple pictures..lol..hummm????
Fun hub..Thanks for sharing,
Love,
Sunnie
mckbirdbks, Thank you kindly. I hesitated to write it as I took up too much space (my ex would use his fav phrase calling me "a waste of space.") I mentioned it, of course, as relevant to Augustine's recent, very intriguing hub regarding the spirit world. I'm glad to hear it wasn't inappropriate. Thank you!
Hi A.A. I enjoyed the tour of your "Bachelor Pad"...even if it is only Temporary...I liked your neatness...shows you have an Orderly Mind, but such a mind, my Talented Friend. I remember after my Divorce, I ate TV Dinners and Danced the night away in my Apartment in Baltimore and gained a Fantastic Figure. Funny Play on words... I dated, Laughed a Lot...Enjoyed Sex, and never thought about Tomorrow, until "Lover Man" came along...and I became NORMAL once again.
Now I write on the back Porch or at my Dinning Room table and think about Us Driving to Florida, with the birds leading the way...Just Us and our "Mac's". So I'll continue to Hub there as well...And like the Birds, I'll be back in the Spring.
Pretty creative little piece you have here but I couldn't live out of a suitcase. I'll be you're looking forward to moving.
I'm on lunch break at work, so forgive the broken lines of communication.
Davenmidtown, Waylon Jennings is good. I love country gold music which is classic country. As for the orbs, they may be messages, who know's? Thank you for stopping by.
Svetlana, this is who I am. Stubborn, at times set in my ways. I think the range of comments is interesting. Some want to save me from myself, others see a perpetual bachelor. I'm completely comfortable, and at ease. We'll see what else transpires.
Makusr, my ex-wife was 11 years older than me. She had two sons, and one of them had children. My grandkids are not biologically mine, but I have been in their lives since birth. I love them as my own. I haven't tried to use them to pick up women though. Mmm...
MARTIE, I'M OK. DO NOT SEND MONEY!
Seriously, I appreciate your thoughts on my living situation. I don't feel alone, I prefer solitude. I have people I work with, and others I see. There is no one here who share my passions, so I connect on the hubs with like minded individuals like yourself. I love my grandkids, and see them every couple of weeks.
I'm more fulfilled un the hubs because I can find intelligent people who understand and share my passions, so yes, it's been a godsend.
In need of a womans touch? I could use some attention...
I know you have me in your thoughts, and want to make sure I'm fine. I am! As always, thank you for the visit.
A.A., I had a ball touring your pad. You look like you live a comfortable life with the anticipation of moving at any given moment. One nice thing, all you have to do is let the air out of your bed and you're good to go.HaHa Thank's again..You have a beautiful Granddaughter...Cheers
Good night, Augustine..Well, this is usually a closing 'greeting,' but, in this case, it's a "hello." Boy, I am filled with all kinds of thoughts, observations and feelings after reading your straight forward words about your life and then, viewing your life through the pictures you've provided. A million thoughts.
First, I have always felt that you are a sensitive, extremely intelligent, introspective as well as perceptive man. One who is NOT shallow and who spends much of his time taking life seriously. You write beautifully and w/humor often times and, still; the quiet, contemplative person who is Augustine A. Zavala is still very much 'there,' very 'observable.'
Your life on "hold" until the preferable obtions become reality...new place, one which you will 'feather' in your own style; reflecting yourself.
I love the unkempt nature of your environment...I bet most of us are the same...the saying goes something like this; "a neat desk is the sign of a cluttered mind." Or something to that effect.
I had to laugh at the 40 post it notes when you were writing Narcissus...I do the same thing...even when I'm driving and a poem comes to mind or the idea for a story; I grab a pen and paper and jot down notes so I won't forget. If I don't have pen and paper; I do word association or alphabet association....so that I can call the sequence which helps to remember the words.
I really like that you've shared so much of yourself with us..I mean..WOW...even the contents of the fridge! Now, that's a secure individual; if ever there was one.
I haven't offered a pic of my 'desk' because I am in boxes and still back and forth fromn Ca. to Kansas and, so, there isn't much of a desk at present.
Really like this peek into your life and I sure hope your new place is going to truly be home for you as the present one is not. If you need any decorating tips, just ask!
Kathy
OH! The Orbs! My Goodness...that is very peculiar..I wonder what it is about.
Hyphy, I respect your rules of formality. You may visit with a chaperon if you must. I'm your friend, and you have nothing to fear. For some reason I envision you grabbing your purse tightly while warily walking through my abode. I don't know why. Thank you for closing the door.
Mar, cleanlines is next to godliness. I'm no God, but will do what I can to smell like one. Thank you again for the visit!
Mike, Thank you!
When I was in college, I put my boxspring and mattress on the floor. I didn't need a frame. Women didn't seem to mind.
I will buy furniture. I like dark woods, and like the Spanish/Mediterranean style of design. My bedroom will probably be the nicest room of all, next to the living room.
I understand the need for privacy. I did this because I wanted to see what others thought of me. I don't need the approval of others, but thought it was funny how the remarks ranged. As always, thank you for the visit.
Amy, thank you for sharing the touching story about your father. When my grandson was killed crossing the highway, his belongings were gathered and given to my ex. He also had a Casio watch, and it was still working. She placed it in a shoe box to keep as a momento. I believe your story, and it was touching.
I can cook! I made some Yaki Mando there other day, which is a type of Korean stuffed Wonton. It was awesome! I know the cot looks like a gurney, but there were no casualties with anyone who has ever been on it. I love my boots! On the rare occasion I go out, I like to wear a collered shirt with a black blazer, black or dark blue pressed dockers, and my Luchese boots. I look like a stud! I polish my boots in accordance with military tradition. Once I find my place, I look forward to your gift or visit. Thank you again for coming back!
Sunnie, you do know me! Yes, your meal was good, even by Walmart standards. However, I have eaten real cooked food before, so I knew the lasagna was store bought. I wasn't going to complain, because I didn't want to get lost in the country! You also noticed the little details and atributions to the military. I have the pleasure of seeing two of my grandkids, but not the littlest one Zecheria. Family turmoil has kept him away, and I miss him dearly.
I exercise, but now I'm getting old. I tore the ligament on the bottom of my right foot and a minor tear in my left calf. You would never tell, but hurts like hell in the mornings. I still workout, and will do so until I loose my desire for attention from the opposite sex. Thanks for visiting, must see you again soon!
B.Malin, you understand! A year after my divorce, I kept to myself, but then found myself in interesting circumstances. I dated, made love, had sex, experienced drama, now appreciate the peace and quiet of solitude. I look forward to sharing my space again, just will not rush to have it filled.
Sounds like you've found peace and contentment as well. I hope thge best for the both of you. Enjoy that beautiful southern weather while you can!
SusieQ42, it's not so bad once you get used to it. When people visited however, they always thought I was poor and needed money. I just didn't want to buy then move furniture. My granddaughter cried! She thought her grandma was doing this to me! Everything is ok now. Yes, I wait with bated breath to move! Thank you again for the visit!
LOL Ruby! Yes, I can set up my bed anywhere and be comfortable! It's a queen, and it has it's own motor. It airs itself up, and has never deflated or failed. Toughest air bed I've ever used. Your always welcome to visit, I'll even sleep on the cot. You can use my queen bed, that's how much I respect you. Thank you again for the visit.
Well, I am thinking of sending my pilot to pick you up. You can occupy the left wing of my palace. Mmmm, I wonder what job can I give you - You see I don't host bums, only people who can do something meaningful in my empire.... for me.... it's all about me.... Mmmmm, thinking... thinking....
Kathy, I'm at a loss for words. I treasure your comment.
I often don't know what people think or how they perceive me. When I was younger, I was easily hurt and offended, because no one ever cared what I thought. So I shut up, and never spoke to anyone. But I would carry on conversations in my mind. I relived moments in my thoughts, and dreamt about the times when I would matter. Eventually I did. Thank you so much for the kind words. I could say they very same of you.
I will update once I move to show that i'm not in need of rescue. I promise. And yes, I may need a handywoman, and know that you can fix more things than I. I really should start watching "Bob the builder" cartoons so that I can learn. And I can use the decorating tips as well. As always, thank you so much for the kind words and visit. As for the orbs, I know!
Wow, congratulations with your 100 score! Take a picture quickly - print screen..... these scores of HP are not to be taken for granted. Yes, a 100% will always excites me - because it means PeRfEcT!
Martie, I know you have a palace, because you are a queen. Your pilot to pick me up? Of course, makes sense. I'm sure you could find work for me in your palace. Just need good food and good company, of which you can provide. I'm pretty sure garden boy is taken.
Now, I've spent this evening and morning answering hubs. I'm spent. Hope all is well down south Queen Martie!
Yes, I have a score of 100 because of voyeurs. Should have written more hubs like this sooner.
I second Martie's motion that you need to take a picture of your perfect 100 score! Congrats on achieving it!
This was quite a fascinating hub, especially the comments and your responses.
The thing I liked best about your apartment was that bright, beautiful photo of your lovely granddaughter, Skylar. She had a smile that lit up the room! I was wondering how you could have a teenaged granddaughter and it was interesting to see that your ex was 11 years older than you and that the grandkids, though completely yours in heart and loving commitment, are not your biological grandkids. I think your healthy, loving attachment to them speaks volumes about your good character. I also thought it was cool that your grandson gave you the Incredible Hulk figure because you're built like the hulk! It's nice that you work out and take care of yourself, but I'm sorry that you injured yourself. Torn ligaments are very painful!
The thing that jumped out at me from your desk was the "Black Book". My hubby had a little black book full of women's names and addresses when we met and he made a little ceremony out of getting rid of it when we got engaged! Of course, your black book may be something completely different but I have to say that I got a kick out of him discarding it.
The cot was depressing- it reminded me of an army cot, austere and uncomfortable. I didn't like the thought of you sleeping on it. Was glad you had at least a comfortable and well made up blow up bed as an alternative option.
Am glad you are excited about moving to a new apartment and I'm looking forward to seeing an update of it in a future hub. I like that you're ready to decorate and fill your next apartment with furniture. I imagine it will still be orderly and uncluttered but will have a feeling of home instead of transience.
Great hub. Thanks for sharing this with us. It was very interesting. Voted up across the board except for funny.
Dear Augustine,
I hope you know I was kidding about your cooking. I remember your hubs on your cooking adventures and they made me hungry. I was just being a smartass about the "gurney". You write like a dream and your pieces on food let us in on the gourmet chef inside you. It was a BBQ hub that sent my senses spinning.
Congrats on the 100%. Its no surprise.
Congratulations on the 100 score and also on your beautiful grandaughter!
I have enjoyed the tour of your place and like ruby said, you just need to let the air of your bed and your ready to go! all the best with the move and many thanks for opening for visitors!
Gail, always a pleasure to see you.
I helped raise my grandkids from birth because their parents were irresponsible and addicted to drugs. I spent many a sleepless night wondering about their safety and well being. I have been in their life all of their lives, and will remain a part till I die.
The black book contains names, numbers, addresses, and passwords. I used to have the initials and numbers of past flames, but the fire has long been extinguished. I've had issues with a couple of woman I dated who became stalkers, so I keep their numbers just so that I can recognize if they're trying to call me. I ignore the calls, and in no way do I miss the drama. I appreciate pace of quiet living, writing, and reading on the hubs by authors like you. Once I move, I promise to update with my new digs. As always, thank you for the visit.
Amy, I know. I need to cook more though, because I want to get better at it. I will be 42 next month, and before you know it I'll be crotchedy old man. I'll need something to fall back on when I can no longer use my looks to attract attention. Lords know I can't keep bragging about my TV VCR repair degree. That doesn't have much play anymore. As always, thank you so much for the visit.
Movie master, thank you!
Yes, my granddaughter is beautiful, but she is also a diva and drama queen. I don't know where she get's it from, but her grandmother is the same way. A Nelson woman trait. Yes, I will travel with my airbed in hand and look forward to a new place. Thank you again for the visit.
AA Zavala: The orbs seem like spirit energy since they form a graceful, right-angled arc from where your head rests on the cot to hovering between the coffeemaker and sink to between the microwave and the refrigerator. Nature may abhor a straight line, but energy and spirits do not necessarily. The orbs then move on to hover around your work space and attach to your favorite books. They must approve what you are doing in both regards: your creativity such as with "Son to a single mother" and your fitness.
Thank you for sharing, voted up, etc.,
Derdriu
Promise not to do an analysis on you bro. The results from your inspiration with this one are really cool Augustine...be a bit embarrassed with an as-is slide show on the work-station here. Taking your last hub and the orb pics here leads me to believe you've got something tagging along with you, Derdriu's take on them may well be right. Anyways, the esteem for you has gone up some more notches my friend.
Derdriu, interesting analysis. I'm not sure what they are, or why they're formed. If they're benevolent, then they're welcomed. Thank you for your keen insight!
Alastar, just move the Johnny Walker off the desk and share. We're all friends here. Just thought it would interesting to see how my workspace influences peoples perceptions. The range of responses have been great concern to giddy amusement. No one has sent a social worker to my place yet, which is good. As always, thank you for the visit.
Yes. Very neat indeed. My boyfriend is neat too. Love the sticky notes.
Jfay, it's makes things easier to find if you don't have a mess to dig through. I learned the hard way, being late to work because I couldn't find my car keys. Thank you again for the visit.
An interesting hub, A.A. Zavala! Thank you for the look into your life. I use the sticky notes system too - it's very helpful. By the way, 42 isn't old!
AA my dear friend I must visit you as your fairy godmother and wave my magic wand to put some colour into your life. My knight of the golden romantic and sensual quill you have struck two sides of me. Your poetry allows me the sense of freedom to luxuriate in all your sensual pleasure. Lovely. Whilst the other side of me with the mothering instincts wants to take you in my arms for a huge cuddle.
I wish you peace in which to enjoy your life. Time to continue to be creative and love, to nurture that lovely heart under the turmoil that is yours.
For you, psst, don't tell epi he may get jealous lol xxx
mwah.
Hi AA
a clean desk is a sign/proof that a person is not creative."
If this quote is true then one of my co-workers would have to be the most creative person alive.
I like solitude too. It is always nice to come home to a space you can call your own.
You have more in your fridge than I do. lol
Right now in my fridge, I have some green beans, romaine lettuce, vanilla yogurt, steel cut oatmeal and almonds.
"Because good breath is an oral handshake." Yes, but I think one mouthwash would do.
Thank you for sharing your space.
I hope you enjoy your new digs and will be able to unpack those boxes. :-)
Voted up, up and away!
Take Care
Sue
Alicia, I use post it's for everything. They make good disposable coasters. I have it on good authority, my granddaughter, that 42 is old. She also says I'm too old to be kissing or dating.
Thank you for visiting Alicia!
Annette, I think you may have mistaken my hub for Saddlerider's or Epi's, because they're knights of the highest order. I'm the court jester, although I do have a colorful costume.
I'm fine, really. However, if you were to cook some Irish cuisine, then I would love to eat it. I'm sure it would be as good or better than Walmart lasagna. Thank you for your support Net!
Sue, your fridge sounds healthier than mine. I do love almonds, I put them in my yogurt.
My mouth regimen is time tested, and all the ones I kissed have given me their seal of approval. Got to go with what works.
Thank you again for visiting Sue!
AA, votes up. It was great to get to know you a little better through your article. I always have liked my privacy. It is nice to have that. Very interesting AA. Best wishes.
Lyric writer, I need my privacy. It was so difficult to release this hub. I was worried what people may think of me, but so far everything has been positive. Thank you for visiting.
AA, Walmart lasagne yuk. I am a qualified chef dear heart, so I could definitely beat that lol At this time of year a good steak casserole with cheese dumplings and a glass of the good stuff, guiness lol Join us any time. x
Net, that does sound good. One of the many ways to a man's heart is through their stomach. Now mine is growling. Thanks alot...
AA if only that was true dear heart, they would be falling at the door lol But if I made you growl, then boy that must be a first lol x
Augustine, after all these comments, do you want TO CHANGE the way your apartment looks? I would ... change. Claim your space. Make it home.
Always felt that ones home was should be a reflection of their personalities (or combined if married or "in a relationship"). But now after reading this hub, ones desk is the quick shot of an individuals personality. Great hub, interesting subject matter. Voted up, awesome and interesting.
Yes, Net. I guess dinner in your castle is in order.
Svetlana, as soon as my credit is approved at Ikea, I'm turning my home into a Swedish lodge. Everything in my apartment will have it's own box and compartment. And I will be eating Swedish meatballs all day. That didn't sound right...
Pmccray, that's why I took a picture of my desk. I never realized how much it says about me. But everyone has their own take on it. Maybe someone in college should consider doing this as a research project. Thank you so much for visiting.
Will you come to my wedding?
In November of 2012? Why not. Does "A" know he is the groom yet? May need to let him know soon...
Now that should be a hub right there... AA... Does "A" know he is the groom... this is the problem with being a voyeur ... there is no audio!
Daven, you just don't know. The drama continues...
and I think you kind of enjoy that... not in a malicious way... but because it adds a sense of belonging or continuance ... the sun is not setting... its rising... maybe...
Augustine, who do you take me for? Of course, he does.
It just hit me - "an open window into my life" - windows opened, doors opened... I am not kidding. I am not embellishing...
throw out the key, follow your heart, find your love, live.
You know what Armando says when he is happy?
"This is life."
Daven, I don't like undo drama, but I do enjoy discussion, back and forth bantor, freedom to say what people will, and a moment to mend fences afterward. Makes life interesting.
Svetlana, I'm glad Armando is on board. Is he a dancer also? Once married, he will say "This is our life." Congratulations!
Some people thrive on undo drama... though like yourself I do not like nor tolerate it... which perhaps why I enjoy being a loner.... I say what I want for the good or bad of it... people will take it or not...
Daven, we enjoy living in solitude. Loner sounds so pathetic. I interact with authors and friends, go out until satiated. Then return to my bastion, my lair, my place of peace. Then I share a musing, a piece of prose or humor, or just reflect. It all works out in the end.
Well, Armando is more of a singer and a player (keyboard), than a dancer but he learned to become bearable.
Happy Thanksgiving A.A.
A rose by any other name ... is still a rose! Happy Thanksgiving....from one who lives in solitude to another! :-)
Svetlana, sounds like you both are as perfect a match as any. Don;t drink the tap water in Mexico City.
Happy Thanksgiving Mike! I payed a visit to the cafe this morning. Let's feast!
Daven, enjoy your Thanksgiving holiday!
This is a great hub. I feel like I just visited your place. LOL.
Cathy, my next place will have real furniture and an adult ambiance. You and your girlfriend are welcome to visit once I move. I promise!
Sorry i'm so late getting back to your comment. Thank you for the sweet invitation. I think you skould take Martie up on her offer to have her pilot pick you up, i'm hoping she will have him swing by my place. We would have a ball in her palace. ( I know her pilot. He has picked me up before. ) I would expect a nice massage, it's a foot fetish thing.Lol
Thanks, Ruby, for assuring Augustine of my cordial reception. Of course my pilot may pick you up as well. As a matter of fact he is an excellent masseur and feet are actually his forte. (Remember he has a wooden leg, so he has a fetish on legs and feet.)
Just to confirm let me give Augustine this link -
HaHaHaHaLOLLOLLOLheehee..I can't stop, i'm cracking up..
AA, I will never read your hubs in the same way, having had a glimpse of your hovel! Hovel? Whatever. Not meant as a slam. Your lived in space of creative wizardry. I love the post its. You are a real writer!
Confession- and this will be a great psychological twist for you; I always envisioned you to be a tall, on the handsome side, dark curly haired woman. Seriously. How did I ever get that from what you wrote? I have no idea. Perhaps I have limited experience with men in your business? Perhaps you are more sensitive than the men surrounding me? Although my son is very sensitive.
No matter. Doesn't change anything, just a curiosity. Two watches. That should have been telling, right there, eh? Great hub, great idea, great community of friends you have here. And thanks again for your comment on my Thanksgiving hub, which I have subsequently deleted. Figured either it did its job or didn't. Nothing else I can do from here that I can see. If you have any other ideas, feel free to email me directly.
Ruby, of course! We would need our own chartered flight, as you and Martie could be a handful. You both have left a path of ... (revelry?) everywhere you both have gone. Of course, foot massages are in order. I hope you like almond oil.
Martie, I'm sure the trip would be well worth it. I'm packing my suitcase, just need to know if I should bring bottled water or bottled tonic.
Story, don't feel bad. Alastar Packer thought I was a woman also. And so does Publisher's Clearing house. And almost every credit card offer I've gotten has been addressed to MS. Augustine A. Zavala. I do have alot of cosmetic products for a guy also...
Thank you for the kind words of my home. I'm moving, and will publish new pictures of my place once moved in. As for your Thanksgiving hub, you spoke from your heart, and openly aired your differences and acceptance of Lily. Nothing more needs to be done.
You have/are going through turmoil and changes. I would like to see your guerilla tactics in weathering the circumstances you and your family have had to withstand. Your strength speaks volumes your tenacity and will to survive. As always, thank you for visiting.
OOOH I love almond oil and nuts, please bring both. A chartered flight might not be a bad idea, but i kinda liked her one leg pilot, we'll just have to think about it....Cheers
AA I am overwhelmed by your assessment and advice. I feel as if you are the hub guru! Thanks!
Ruby, done. The pilot may choose the flight that Lady Martie wishes. See you soon!
Story, please forgive my typos! Ugh!
Your the hub guru, dispensing literary advice, helping writers become more professional. Now is your time to share and teach us how to survive in these times. Everyone I know, including myself, could use the insight. Your honesty and disclosure will help us toughen up and weather these difficult times. We're your friends, and we regard you highly. Please share at your convenience.
Oh my. I am astounded. In denial. Confused. Humbled. Oh my.
Looks like you could pick up and go with a moments notice. Haha! Not a bad way to live! Many of us get bogged down with too many possessions.
As to the messy desk...not at all bad! I have post it notes and scraps of paper all over the place with "important" notes. Also instead of cat photo frames...a real cat often up here sharing the space with me. Ha! Thanks for the peek into your life.
Leaving to brush my teeth and gargle now... :))
Peggy, glad to see that you work on your oral handshake.
Yes, My desk gets cluttered, then uncluttered, then cluttered again. I eat here, and sometimes sleep here as well. Yes, mobility is important to me. I need to be unfettered. I will clean up so more though. Thank you so much for visiting!
Dear Mr. A.A. you have had this open window open so long that a crowd as gathered. I may have actually learned something about human nature. lol
Mike, we're all voyeurs to a certain extent. The window was just cracked. I wonder what would happen if I opened it up all the way, and left the door cracked open? Mmm...
From this comment stream, it appears that body guards would be required. I think Epi will volunteer. You know anything for a buddy.
Augustine, I have been wondered for a long time
is "your" instead of "you're" a new American standard?
When you said "forgive my typing errors", this one is way too consistent to be a typo.
Mike, Epi is like catnip. I would be HIS doorman. His place would be a wild scene indeed.
Svetlana, I'm certain beyond a shadow of a doubt that I'm using the word incorrectly. I'm always embarrassed by my typos, as I publish my writings... no, my thoughts when I'm tired or late at night. I need to be more careful, and read and re-read my work before I publish. This is one of the reasons I can't write professionally; I need to learn how to write.
Wow Augustine,
I thought the comments were never ending then but then easy to see that so many enjoyed your tour as much as I did.
Your photos of grandkids beautiful and also expected.
Take care and I really appreciate the tour.
Eddy.
I would not say that. You may...
- mistakes? Everybody makes them. English is my second foreign language. I am not writing professionally, but I think I manage to get my message across.
There are editors. Besides, if there is something consistent as I have pointed out - once you know it, you will be able to change.
You proofread, don't you?
Eiddwen, it seems that looking in on the life of others is popular. Little details can say so much, and it adds to the overall picture of a person. My grandkids are beautiful! Thank you so much for the visit.
Svetlana, I do. But proofreading doesn't catch the misuse of words if the author isn't aware. Now I know what I need to look for.
Stay warm, I understand that this years winter will be especially cold.
"this year's winter" - I think that is the correct use, either that or "this year winter".
I need someone to help ME with proofreading and correcting my "consistent" mistakes.
Nobody steps up for the job.
However, I found a lot of people I would love to work with in my business (up and coming), yet because I am not an employer, they do not stay.
[Pay me now! I can't...]
Which is fine - at least I know - there are out there. You might consider being "an entrepreneur" for me.
The good thing I figured out, in your Cult (Epi, you & women):
I can be a systems analyst and a tester, Artistic Director, or an Inspiration, Idea Generator, Headhunter (even though for a harem, bodies will be of more value, I think, but a woman seduces with her personality).
Any ideas?
P.S. Epi called me the best dancer in Canada. I accepted. I changed, you see?
..best hub of all time. PERIOD. And probably because it has Svetlana in the comment section. Just arrived home from a busy week at work 6 night shifts in a row with a night off and wishing you well and sending good energy to you from lake erie time ontario canada - just listened to a fabulous early Queen recording called Queen live at the BBC 1973 and now listening to a very interesting band called Can - just purchased the new Tom Waits album a week ago which is a classic and the new Rolling Stone has an issue featuring the top 100 guitar players of all time
Svetlana, head hunter for a harem sounds interesting. A proforma can be developed to find beauties for entry into the lair. However, I'm picky. Only a select few women can keep my interest. Epi on the other hand...
Colin, we were just talking about you.
You have such good taste in music. I know your vinyl collection is to die for. I wonder, do you have concert videos? Arlington time 2:21am.
Picky?
Armando was telling me today how poor "head/body hunters" for models had such hard time in Russia picking models.
Ok, not head hunters, but body pickers...
All women are so beautiful, it is so hard to choose. Don't worry, I will find you enough - more than you can handle.
Women should be peculiar, not perfect. It is our imperfections that make us loveable/desirable.
I like women with peculiar hips and legs. And by peculiar, I mean round full hips and nice legs. And intelligent, but not so much that she knows that she can do better than me. And a cook, but not a chef. If she can cook a hot pocket, then she's dating material.
How about Russian women?
I've dated Russians, and have not had any bad experiences. Unless I've made them mad, then it got interesting. But that could go for any woman. No babushkas please...
Aha, you think I can force a grandmother on you unless you really want it?
They have good cooking skills, I presume.
No, just laughing.
Augustine,
Don't sleep on the pillow with the fog on it!
You know? It worries me about myself that I found this hub so appealing! Maybe my friends weren't joking when they said I need therapy?
But, we really do learn so much about peeps if we pay attention to their work stations, and what special things they keep near them, especially those who write. :)
As for the rest of your quarters .. wow! Looks familiar!
This was a great idea for a hub, and truly courageous!
It's not easy leaving the window open for peeps to see inside our abode, which is often a reflection of what's inside our heart. :)
Svetlana, I have dated babuskas, but they looked much younger and were attractive. So, I shouldn't deny them. I just don't want you to hook me up with a burly cossack babuska that herds cattle.
Femmeflashpoint, your not in need of therapy. Alot of people like seeing, hearing, knowing intiamte details about people. So I took a big risk doing this. But it turned out good, no worries. Thank you so much for visiting.
I just caught up with this thread in the FEED. What a hilarious picture: You, Augustine, with a burly cossack babuska that herds cattle." LOL! Hahaha! OMW!!!
Thank you, Augustine, yes, I am opening a Dating Agency -
Babushkas & Dedushkas,
Texans & Torontonians,
Texaeros & Texaeras,
Kissing in Toronto - let the best writers win...
Don't even think about Russky Babushkas - they are in too high a demand, you won't make the cut.
There was a funny clip my friend sent to me about dating Tangueros/Tangueras... but I do not seem to find it.
But I will charge for my services. Now I am looking for a name for my company.
Which one?
1. Dating Agency.
2. Private School.
3. Cleaning Services.
4. Dance School.
5. Harem.
Are you still interested in being my impresario?
But you have to believe in me and my Wonderfulness.
Martie, that's not funny!
Svetlana, your wonderfulness will depend on the candidates you recruit. Just so that you know, anyone showing up with a mole growing hair will make me second guess your judgement.
A.A. Thank you for opening up your window to let us all in. I enjoyed seeing this side of you, let's me get to know you a bit better. Took me forever to read through all the comments, but enjoyed them all.
Daven, thanks! Linda Ronstadt was one of the women I had a crush on when I was younger. This song is a classic! Now I feel like drinking instead of going to work. Oh well.
Susan, it was fun creating this hub, and seeing the desk of others. I was nervous, I didn't want anyone to think less of me. But the comments were funny and positive. As always, thank you for taking the time to visit.
you know... Martie... has imposed this image now in my mind... of you as Conan the Barbarian... There was that scene in the movie where they go into selective breeding...It kind of beats the dating service because you don't really have to try... just choose... anyways... gee thanks Martie...
Daven, I remember that scene. Unlike Conan, I can't "do it" while people are watching me. Maybe if I was a barbarian I could, but I need my privacy. Especially during intimacy. Martie can put a lot of images in a mans mind.
well... there is yet another vision I did not need... lol...
I had a similar configuration after my divorce back in the 80's. I refused to buy much of anything until I sold my empty house. That took seven long years as the real estate market was very depressed at the time. You rattled a few memories for me. WB
Hey
Hello!
I'm not sure if I agree about the messy desk= creative writer...........but
it was cool to see.
sometime I'll show you mine LOL
Wayne, this is how we deal with life. We travel light, and look for greener pastures. I will find a home, buy a warm bed, and find some stimulating company to share it with. Thank you sir for the visit!
Hello Blondey! Long time no see. Yes, you should shareone day. Glad you found the time to visit.
Good to see you as well. I have a lot of catching up to do. It took me a while to save up for a computer :(
Glad to be back. :)
So much is learned from observing a person's space. When my out of town family comes in for a visit, afterward, I find myself reviewing my living space in a much different way, hoping to catch what others may have noticed, I often see my things in a new light.
There have been times when my refrigerator only contained a jar of mayo and a light bulb, when the twin mattress lay directly on the floor with no other furniture but a cardboard box wrapped in contact paper to hold my belongings. We all live through various phases as our lives evolve. I was quite interested in your life through this peek in time. I noticed that you line up your instruments like cell phone, calculator, stapler and eyeglasses case. I do too. You seem quite organized and group your things by type like the cokes and your shoes. Enjoyed reading so many great comments along with the special visit into your house. Beautiful grandkids too!
Pegcole, thank you for the comment! Yes, it was difficult to release the hub, becuase I was worried what people may think. But by reading the comments, I'm still well liked. I'm very detail oriented, and can get insights from the little details. I enjoyed writing this, and will update once I move to my new place. As always, thank you for the visit.
AA I read this ages ago, just why there is no comment from me I have no idea. I thought I had left you my thoughts.
However anything I say now is probably out of date. Lol
You are probably settled into your new place by now. (or I hope you are)
What did strike me was that you are a clean well organised person who takes pride in your appearance.
Also the fact that you care very much about your grandchildren. Slylar is a beautiful girl.
Waiting for a new hub just to prove that I am not really a neglectful person. I did keep checking to see if you had written anything new, but no. Of course I didn't realise that I hadn't commented on here.
I was so pleased that you visited me and hope that you will soon be back in action. Then I can shower you with praise and adulation... smiles.
Take care and wishing you a happy healthy 2012
Hello A.A. I hope I am not repeating myself. Just wanted to stop by and wish you a Happy New Year.
Rosemay, thank you! Your not neglectful. I'm not releasing new hubs until 2012. I needed a moment of peace, and will be back being my incorrigible self soon. Once I move, then I will update with a new hub covering my new digs. As always, thank you so much for the visit.
Mike, Happy New Years to you! Thank you for your insights and support. I appreciate your creative genius, and look forward to reading more of your work. Maybe a movie is in the works?
Happy New Year A.A.
All the best in 2012 :-)
Sue, I hope 2012 is good to you as well. Maybe a poem on a new found love that has set you alight. Yes, I hope that's in the cards. Happy New Year Sue!
Hi A.A.
No new found love yet but it is only the first day of the year. ;-)
Wow brilliant, through this brilliant hub I feel that I know you SO much more.
Acaetnna, thank you for the visit. Once I move I'll share my new diggs. I promise!
very fun hub, AA. I really enjoyed a glimpse into your life!
PDX, thank you. I think I've found my niche, voyeur hubs.
AA. Creepy and awesome!
Cathy and me, we're tempted to try something like this! LOL! Photos are great here, Augustine! It's neat by some guys standards! And it's a working environment and the desk is cool! This is a productive place. And productive spaces are mostly happy spaces - I find! Nice window into your life! Cheers! :)
Cheeky, that would be so cool! I would love to see your workspace, I'm sure it's busy. You're so involved in online marketing and working we could learn a thing or two. DO it!
Great...so this suggests that your are creative and i think really you are. Fantastic work.
Idig, it's possible. We'll see if I can create some more buzz and we'll see. Thank you for the visit.
Wow, you are so brave to allow all of us an insight to your life. I must admit it would be fascinating to actually see where and how every hubber works but having said that I don't think I'll post a photo of my desk, although you would say I must be really creative!!
Thanks for the hub, really enjoyed it.
Pannonica, I think it's interesting how people live, and how they create. We're all voyeuristic. Just share your desk, stop being shy!
Hello fellow hubber! I like the character on this hub. Interesting! Does the "scrubbing bubbles automatic shower cleaner" really works? I'm curious? (:-
Cris Sp, Thank you! Does the Scrubbing bubbles sprayer work? It's good at maintaining a clean shower, but not for cleaning a dirty one. You need to clean your shower good, then use it to keep it clean.
I never imagined that there could be a hub on this. I am really loving the Hub place! Your desk seems so interesting! And never bother about the handwriting. Wish you could see mine! And still I have to write on whiteboard for my students everyday! Ah how I embarrassed I was with it on the first few days. Loved this hub really!
Megh, thank you! This was fun, and I may write about my new place soon. We'll see...
Hi Zavala. . .I found an open window so I sneaked in, I feel like an intruder, since I only met you. . .well, yesterday, but I hope you don't mind too much.
Very clean, neat and organized place. I like that! Wow, that desktop is spotless!! Hhmm, I wonder what's your secret to keep it that way? Love the pictures of your grand children. Beautiful collection of perfumes and mouth wash. It's always nice to smell nice.
Comfortable and big bed, perhaps a little empty. . .Yikes!! Do you eat that stuff in your fridge and freezer?? My dear Zavala, that's not food! You need a home cooked dinner. However, the bananas are good and nutritious. Thumbs up up on the bananas.
Thank you for this glimpse into your life. Now I'll sneak out through that open window again. You'll not even notice I have been here. . .
Sannel, the window was left open for you, and as I hoped you snuck in. SCORE!
My desk is cluttered actually, but I live there. I have a TV I don't watch. Most of my living is online, through the hubs, FB, chatting, etc. COLOGNE, MY DEAR, COLOGNE. A STRAIGHT MAN DOESN'T WEAR PERFUME. I'M A MILITANT HETEROSEXUAL. I MAY BE AS CLEAN AS A GAY MAN, BUT I'M STRAIGHT. STRAIGHT.
My bed, yes a little empty. Love company, but also love solitude sleeping. Going to buy a new one soon.
Yes, I eat that food made in China. I can cook, but I rarely cook for myself. When my ex wife and the grandkids visit, then I cook for them. But I rarely cook. Whenever I cook for myself, sometimes it makes me feel lonely. So I just make something simple, nothing fancy so that it feels like a snack and not a dinner for one.
Sannel, your so fun and unique, and I appreciate the visit. Now that you've visited my place, looked in my fridge, and been in my bedroom, you can just leave through the front door. Come back anytime.
Knock! Knock!. . .I'm sorry about the perfume. . .I guess, it was your very neat and tidy place that threw me off. Hehe!
Sannel, just come inside. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO. No need to knock. Yes, for straight man I could be considered a bit fastidious. I'm ok with it. I can be dirty when the moment is right, you'll see.
kallini2010 Level 7 Commenter 6 months ago
It looks like I am the first visitor here. May I remind you that you could have included my "I LOVE MY DESK" hub, but it just shows how grumpy I am (not HP related). My milonga (tango practica was disastrous).
Yes, I was curious. You were rushing and did not use spell check and I came home in time before rain started.
I liked your green lamp. I think that the only colourful spot that stroke me. Of course, if it would be me... but it is not.
It is hard for me to judge since you are caught in a transition. But that transition is metaphorical - it seems to me that you waged war on more things that you are ready to admit. That style of living affects you more than you think.
Oh, I liked bananas - remember bad dancers? (damn!)
The best thing is - your honesty. You need more freedom from "what people would think?"
One detail - if you did not like what you were receiving as a gift you should have told. I had an arrangement with my ex and eventually my parents - "no gifts because you cannot please me". Let me choose what I want and you will give it to me provided there is an agreement.
Those little things are not little. About orbs I cannot say anything.
I accepted my transition, but I reached the point where the only thing was TO SURRENDER.
Maybe I can say only one thing - can you accept your life as it is? Or do you want something else?